Faith

Most of the times you don’t understand the meaning of events ‘till you get the whole picture.

And sometimes you need years to get it.

The only thing you can do while figuring it out is to have faith.

You need to believe that there’s a reason for everything and one day you’ll be able to see it clearly. But most of all, sometimes you have to follow that feeling in your stomach and take risks. If you don’t, something special may never happen. If you do, there’s always a chance you’re wrong, but at least you won’t have regrets.

About a year ago, I saw this communication agency in Boston presenting itself online in a very cool way…I sent them my resumèe…nothing. About a month ago I saw something similar made by an agency here in Milan, and I was looking for an internship…I sent my resumèe…it wasn’t the right time.

What captured my attention was one particular member of their team: the owner, a dog. I felt I would have loved to work in a place that has the courage to do something different, the will to be different. I tried again, because I felt those butterflies in my stomach, I smiled at the thought of working there, I knew it was the right move.

Yesterday I refused an internship that I was sure it was right for me and where I could have done a great job. Today the news is that "Scott the owner" is going to welcome me next week in his office.

Am I afraid? Yes!

Am I sure my stomach was right? Now!

Am I excited? A lot!

Will I do my best, as every time I start a new adventure? Of course!

Will I be all right? Boh…

I still don’t have the whole picture, but I have faith.